Playing Music

When people hear that after retiring from myfor being less skillful than professionals. All that
job, I began studying and playing the cello, theymatters is that they play well enough for their
often say, "Oh, I love the sound of a cello! I wishown pleasure.
I could do that. But I KNOW I can't.""Well enough." What does that mean? People
Listening to their sad voices, I feel both sorry forshould decide that for themselves. For example,
them and very frustrated. Why are people soNoah Adams, a commentator for NPR radio,
afraid of trying to play music? So sure that theydecided that he would be a successful musician if
can't that they deny themselves this opportunity?he could play Schumann's "Traumerie" well enough
Sometimes it's because they never had anyto perform it privately for his wife. His book,
musical instruction in childhood and simply assumePiano Lessons, describes his experiences achieving
that playing music is too hard. Unfortunately,that goal.
many music teachers and self-styled expertsI won't claim that learning to play music is easy. It
spread this myth. They warn away potentialdoes require dedication and resolute practice.
students, telling them that studying music is veryHowever, I have met other amateur musicians
difficult and takes hours of practice every day.who first started playing in retirement and have
They add that the cello is among the mostlearned to play well enough to bring real pleasure
difficult instruments of all.to themselves and fellow amateur players in their
This school of music teachers works on themusical circles.
assumption that every student wants to be aThe Amateur Chamber Music Society lists 5400
professional, to play perfectly. Every deviationplayers (by instrument, location and level of skill).
from the highest standard earns a reprimand. ButIt brings thousands of music lovers together. By
I believe that there is room for another viewpoint.now, despite my 47 year layoff, I've been playing
People can learn to play instruments for their ownin amateur chamber music groups for the last
pleasure. Perhaps they sound amateurish. Sosixteen years. I feel blessed and happy.
what? As long as they have the modesty to stayWhy is that? First of all, you can't be "retired"
away from public performances, from forcingwhen you're playing a musical instrument. You are
others to listen to them, why shouldn't peopleas physically involved as an athlete during a game.
have this pleasure?Your heart is pumping hard, your juices are
Playing music is one of life's most gloriousflowing. Second, you are not using language, that
experiences. Nobody should be deprived of it,deceptive, tarnished medium, to communicate
especially through an unwarranted fear of anywith your fellow players. You are passing musical
personal inadequacies or music's difficulties.lines of dialog back and forth among you, and
I was lucky enough not to be afraid to try theyour lines were written by geniuses. The
cello in retirement. That's because I studied theconversation is irresistible.
piano for four years in childhood. Then, during myBe brave enough to get started. Go to a local
four years at the High School of Music and Art, Imusic school or college to find an instructor. If
received a wonderful gift: a cello scholarship fromthat's not possible for you, look among the many
an incredibly generous professional cellist, Janosavailable self-teaching books. Anyone who has
Scholz. However, along with the lessons came thebeen able to learn to use a computer and some
unspoken directive that studying music was aof our current technological gadgets has followed
sacred obligation, something like becoming a nun:directions that are at least as difficult as those for
all or nothing. So once in college, studying hard forlearning an instrument.
other subjects, I quit both the cello lessons andMusic has the ability to speak directly to our
my playing. All or nothing? It had to be nothing.emotions. If you were fortunate enough to play
I dropped music completely from my life. Instead,music when you were a child, returning to it can
I taught literature and raised my family. I said Ihelp you recapture that expressive quality that
had no time for music making. What I reallyyou may have lost. However, it's no less joyful
meant was, "Since I don't have enough time tofor beginners. I can imagine someone who learns
practice as I should, and can't play reallymerely how to move the bow back and forth
beautifully, I have to quit the pleasures of musicacross the cello's four strings to unleash its
totally."gorgeous sound, and is happy achieving that goal
It took me forty-seven years of being awayalone.
from music making to realize how wrong thatSo let me encourage you to participate in this
notion was. Amateurs who play bridge, golf,extraordinary world.
contact sports or even the guitar are not scorned